Eh, forget about the Halloween-event; I already told people what happened. Anyway, what's new with me? Lots of stuff, but how to update you about my life? Recently, I purchased a new book and am still studying for the SAT's that I am suppose to take on December 6th. So bored...how long do entries have to be? Well, who cares? I'm going to end it right here, right now. Sorry Fily, I didn't get a chance to get back to you about Sports Day...I'm not even sure if there's going to be one tomorrow *SiGh* x.x

So, yeah, I've changed my text color to white. But, it's not ALL text, just the entries and that's because the new BG clashed with the light purple. *SiGh* I love that color. Anyhoo, what's up with me? I'm kinda mad because I deleted the wrong folder and now ALL my pictures are gone, which makes me wonder how that picture is still up there on my xanga...freaky. Anyway, they're replaceable, so I guess it's okay. Oh, yeah, my voice cracked in class today x.x. I was reading out loud and then it went hoarse, then disappeared. Everyone thought I had laryngitis or something. It was scary, though. I mean, I really thought I lost my voice. Lolz, I was clearing my throat and coughing, trying to get it back. The teacher told me to walk to the water fountain to get some water. I told her it was okay, but she kept insisting. So I left the class, walked halfway, counted to fifteen, then returned to the room. That was SO weird.

You know who I'm really proud of? Sam. Yeah, I'm proud that she stuck up for herself in a racist situation, but I feel bad that she had to go through it. Well, just shows that life isn't all peaches and roses all the time. She was cool though, the way she handled those people. I'm glad she opened her mouth and stuck it back in their faces.

I'm gonna go now and...BAI! =D

Man, I really do wish that xanga didn't fix it so that "Add A New Entry" looked like this; as you can tell, I liked the other way better. Anyhoo, I'm sitting at my comp, waiting for Charmed to start at 8:00, as it usually does ever Sunday night, and I'm also waiting for someone else. I also need to call Fil (sorry I didn't do it sooner! >.<), Erin, and Andy, to tell them about tomorrow's day at the zoo. Thankfully, it's a sunny day, for the most part.

Today's "Most Thankful For": Not being colorblind.

...Whoa...since when did "Add a new entry" look like this? Hmm...do I have any thoughts for today? Yes, I do. Would I like to share them? Yes and no; just bits and pieces would be nice to say.

A friend told me "You've been running too much...don't you think you should stop, stay in one place, and see what happens?" There is so much wisdom to that, that only she could say. *SiGh* Have you ever felt contradicting emotions? Like you were happy and sad at the same time? Or, you were mad, but proud? Guilty, but relieved? Yeah, that's me. I sOoOoOo did not expect this right now, but I've just been caught off guard. My friends know what I'm talking about...

Such a pity that I mess everything up. Guess that's my theory right now: Hurt them before they hurt you. Then again, is that a good way to live life? No...karma will get me back, I just know it. Okay, here's my new take on life: End/destroy it before it can destroy you...well, that's just as bad, right...right...RIGHT!? I don't know.